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she lived a happy childhood
with parents who loved her greatly
but there were some times
when she just wanted to go play
with her 8 year old friends
but her mom told her
that she could only play at home
but her friends could come over
so they would all come over
to this little girls home
and they would play with dolls
and have their barbie fun

she was a responsible pre-teen
getting straight a's in school
and not succombing to peer pressure
her friends went out to parties
and there were times
when she just wanted to go have fun
but her mom told didnt let her
go to parties at other peoples houses
she could have parties at home
and invite whoever she wanted
and she would do that
and her friends would come over
and they would play their games
and have their truth&dare fun

she was a proud highschooler
she played sports and joined clubs
and she kept her good grades
and when she got her car
she thought that she was finally free
but then her friends started getting cars
and she wanted to ride with them
but her mom said that it was dangerous
and she should just drive them
but she ended up driving herself
because her friends wanted to drive too
so theyd reach their destinations
even though she felt slightly alone
and shed have her flirtatious fun

she was a honors graduate
she got into a decent college
and was finally studying what she liked
and enjoying all of her classes
and she thought she was finally free
but then she tried to have fun
and her parents always threatened her
and kept control on her life
she just wanted to be free
and live her how she wanted
to please herself and not her parents
so she found the last possible solution
she finally freed herself from everything
and she had fun for the final time


 

So I’m sitting here thinking of you

Wondering if you’re thinking of me too

But knowing that it’s probably too much to ask

And these feelings I’ll have to mask

Because you have a connection with her

Those feelings for me will never occur

No matter how much I like you or you like me

Our personalities will never agree

Enough to make a relationship stable

Unlovable is what I wear as a label

But I know that you don’t get

That I want you despite of all your shit

There is just something about you

That makes my heart feel true

It’s not your looks, you’re not that great

Your personality I really do hate

But when I’m with you I feel so content

So break my heart, you have my consent

All I want is for you to whisper in my ear

“I love you” when you’re holding me near

 


So you say that you want me baby
And you know that I want you too
But I’m afraid that if we get closer
Ill just end up hurting you
And trust me, that is not what I want
I care about you and need you to know
That I don’t want to hurt someone else
Ill let my emotions show
But we are at different stages in life
And that would make things increasingly hard
With me being rather far away from you
The best you’ll get is an email or card
I’d come home to see you whenever I could
But really, I don’t even like troy
I would come back to see you, though
Before I would for any boy
And I can’t say that there is no one else
Because I’m not as great as you think
I would love to meet up to your standards
But in a poll of your love, I’d sink
I’m oh so scared to take the risk
That I’ll pull you down there too
And I won’t be that selfish this time
Because I’m going to love you